READ ME!

---

• april 13, 2000: moving on

• october 31, 1999: evolution

• september 17, 1999: paradoxical

• august 23, 1999: focus

• july 28, 1999: reap what you sow

• june 20, 1999: dad day

• june 14, 1999: new ball game

• may 24, 1999: a familiar's wisdom

• may 12, 1999: horrible irony

• may 10, 1999: abundance

• april 22, 1999: of snails and safety

• april 13, 1999: a prime number, approached

• april 6, 1999: the business of romance

• march 21, 1999: an equinox revisited

• february 25, 1999: a well-thought-out strategy

• february 21, 1999: tag line

• february 7, 1999: two steps back, three steps forward

• january 27, 1999: shooting on don't

• january 22, 1999: escapism redux

• january 17, 1999: life's little ironies

• december 31, 1998: resolved: fine

• december 27, 1998: holly daze

• december 20, 1998: timing

• december 14, 1998: lala land

• december 5, 1998: the place to be

• november 25, 1998: three things to give thanks for

• november 16, 1998: a trip away

• november 10, 1998: purposefully unplanned

• october 31, 1998: in honor of my favorite ghost

• october 27, 1998: three thoughts, unrelated

• october 19, 1998: everyday thrills

• october 12, 1998: the name game

• october 7, 1998: letting one slip through

• september 28, 1998: what is and what will never be

• september 24, 1998: if you could read my mind

• september 21, 1998: we're all stars ...

• september 12, 1998: perfect moments

• september 2, 1998: reality deferred

• august 27, 1998: love letter, unsent

• august 18, 1998: living las vegas

• august 11 1/2, 1998: tomorrow starts today II

• august 11, 1998: tomorrow starts today I

• august 3, 1998: inevitable unoriginality

• august 2, 1998: calling a snake a snake

• august 1, 1998: new social order

• july 31, 1998: two essays on delusion and desire

• july 30, 1998: regeneration

• july 13, 1998: fresh start

• june 20, 1998: re-sizing expectations

• may 10, 1998: spring cleaning

• april 13, 1998: a connection (at 30)

• march 15, 1998: ides of march: more delusion

• february 7, 1998: un-guilt

• january 8, 1998: no regrets

• december 31, 1997: rewind

• december 21, 1997: solstice III

• december 16, 1997: tense

• november 27, 1997: thanks ...

• november 16, 1997: something fishy this way comes

• november 2, 1997: truth or dare

• october 31, 1997: light a candle

• october 26, 1997: overwhelmed ... and bitchy

• october 5, 1997: broken record (and hidden surprise).

• september 23, 1997: ferdinand; flowers

• september 7, 1997: in re. a broken promise

• august 28, 1997: to everything, there is a season

• august 10, 1997: anomie

• july 21, 1997: A Black Hole

• july 2, 1997: where did she go?

• june 28, 1997: decompression

• june 21, 1997: summer solstice (of course)

• june 15, 1997: mediashock

• june 14, 1997: one sunny day

• june 11, 1997: an injured cat ...

• june 8, 1997: eating my cake

• june 7, 1997: da play offs

• may 31, 1997: vee cee

• may 24, 1997: harold&maude

• may 17, 1997: the flesh factor

• may 12, 1997: deep breath

• may 10, 1997: No Guts, No Glory

• may 1, 1997: rites of spring

• april 26, 1997: TV Nation

• april 23, 1997: festival of freedom

• april 13, 1997: happy birthday to me

• april 6, 1997: the Missing Hour

• april 5, 1997: labels: of the self-selected sort

• april 3, 1997: caught in the wind

• march 21, 1997: b a l a n c e (vernal equinox and purim)

• march 16, 1997: numb: t h e . i d e s . o f . m a r c h.

• march 1, 1997: forward. (and an obituary)

• february 7, 1997: A permanent solution to a permanent problem.

• february 5, 1997: This would be a BAD day.

• january 19, 1997: fortune's commencement chapter: t h e y e a r i n r e v i e w

• december 29, 1996: fortune, Part IV (P R O P H E T E S S)

• december 25, 1996: fortune, Part III

• december 24, 1996: fortune, Part II

• december 23, 1996: fortune, Part I

• december 21, 1996: solstice, the sea

• december 14, 1996: peace

• november 29, 1996: parable

• november 28, 1996: thanksgiving (and the evil triangle of doom.)

• november 18, 1996: a perfectly straight line (featuring graphics!)

• november 10, 1996: life after death

• october 31, 1996: S A M H A I N

• october 23, 1996: yasure

• october 19, 1996: three things i pray ... o/~

• october 15, 1996: consistent inconsistency

• october 7, 1996: distraction

• september 26, 1996: *sick*

• september 19, 1996: what a difference a day makes.

• september 17, 1996: My Present To Me (long overdue).

• september 16, 1996: work.

• september 14, 1996: hell

• september 13, 1996: FRIDAY the thirteenth

• september 10, 1996: effective, for once

• september 07, 1996:i have a strange life

• september 6, 1996: i am not a hypocrite, um ...

• september 4, 1996: what it means to be back from lovely escapism

• august 29, 1996: OFF THE INTERNET ... away from rats

• august 25, 1996: *whine*

• august 24, 1996: well, at least you tried.

• august 23, 1996: i have no clue what you are talking about.

• august 22, 1996: g a m e s .

• august 17, 1996: props.

• august 16, 1996: free to be you and me.

• august 8, 1996: life on mars!.

• august 7, 1996: summer rerun season.

• august 6, 1996:back to earth.

• july 24, 1996:oLIMPic.

• july 17, 1996: me, of course.

• july 11, 1996: fiction.

• july 9, 1996: under the speculum, and playin with joey.

• june 30, 1996: dyke march.

• june 29, 1996: bitter as hell.

• june 22, 1996: back and shit.

• june 14, 1996: the good, the bad, and the ugly.

• june 6, 1996: mugged

• may 30, 1996: true love

• may 26, 1996: change of aesthetic

• may 17, 1996: republican

• may 15, 1996: meeting.

• may 13, 1996: cool.

• may 11, 1996: luck - view from the roof.

• may 9, 1996: utility.

• may 7, 1996: not in *my* lifetime.

• may 4, 1996: home base.

• may 3, 1996: my hair.

• april 29, 1996: capitalism.

• april 25, 1996: john and keith ask questions.

• april 24, 1996: now interactive!

• april 20, 1996: progress towards productivity (i.e. rebecca's writings now on line!)

• march 21, 1996 to april 3, 1996: return from the dead

• march 20, 1996: brush with fame: link to smartgrrl's guide to reading suck

• march 18, 1996: sunny: is it real or is it memorex?

• march 18, 1996: transitional: new server, thoughts on chick jobs, and client side interactions

• march 17, 1996: indexed

• march 16, 1996: smartgrrl's guide to reading suck

• march 15, 1996: dwelling: tnd, and futility of text protection

• march 14, 1996: happy: my trip to 510 bryant

• march 13, 1996: reprise: so much to do, so little time

• march 12, 1996: unusual: no time to write

• march 11, 1996: multimedia: the computer man tv show

• march 10, 1996: coming of age: reviews of empire records and kids

• march 9, 1996: exposed: netchick goes naked

• march 8, 1996: busy: meetings, monitor, and goth tnd

• march 7, 1996: groovy: sacrophilliac, the paradise lounge, and nuevo-geeks

• march 6, 1996: hope, part II: another icb conversation

• march 5, 1996: progress: forgetting the ex's birthday

• march 4, 1996: a little solace: the tower party, the drive home, and a rant against men

• march 3, 1996: sabotage: my application to date sonic, imaginary crisis, and santa cruz

• march 2, 1996: time warp ii: laundry, haircut, and a photo from tnd

• march 1, 1996: useless

• february 29, 1996: exhaustion: the beginning of my television rant

• february 28, 1996: self esteem: a nice story about andy

• february 27, 1996: hope: depression, and the choice to live

• february 26, 1996: therapy: futility and woody allen stage, part ii

• february 25, 1996: change is good: yet, another link to the same unfinished television rant

• february 24, 1996: a little better: corn-pops, and a 54-word essay

• february 23, 1996: sick: fear and the electric blanket

• february 22, 1996: panic: good faith and bogus leads

• february 21, 1996: unfrustrating: understanding friends and updating the faq, and at least i don't cook

• february 20, 1996: prrrrroductive?: why i would rather not be satisfied

• february 19, 1996: dazed: unpacked, talking to john, and obsessing about thinnet

• february 18, 1996: rainy: and a couple positive emails i've received

• february 17, 1996: this is your life: stupid hate mail and changes in my life

• february 16, 1996: journal of my cross country trip: driving through texas, the search for civilization, and women who run with the wolves

• february 9, 1996: 1976: off to san francisco

• february 8, 1996: here and gone: 24 hours in cyberspace entry

• february 7, 1996: slippery: running the standard errands, saying my farewells

• february 6, 1996: fun with moving! moving is a strange sort of hell, as is my rant about the telecommunications act.

• february 5, 1996: antisleep zaniness: back to houston

• february 4, 1996: too busy to write about it

• february 3, 1996: slaphappy

• february 2, 1996: philosophical: what i learned from seventeen magazine

• february 1, 1996: perspective: i love it here

• january 31, 1996: significant differences? web stats and the readme readme

• january 30, 1996: icb: a happy place: nice story from dvb

• january 29, 1996: uncertain: late night musical neighbors

• january 28, 1996: passionate: why can't i read people's minds?

• january 27, 1996: karmic: not allergic to goth

• january 26, 1996: strange: but overall positive

• january 25, 1996: smashing! found my new apartment.

• january 24, 1996: combustion: false alarms, i guess

• january 23, 1996: time warp: what is it about time?

• january 22, 1996: information, please: optimism helps you notice things

• january 21, 1996: thinking is a bad habit: art and self absorption

• january 20, 1996: a clean desk is the mark of a cluttered mind: my thoughts about content on the web, the mind-numbing potential of web surfing, undue admiration for others, and what i truly respect in people

• january 19, 1996: a very fine day indeed, and what i wrote for the tnd dispatch

• january 18, 1996: a gripe, a grope, a bit of hope: icky eating noises and flying out to san francisco

• january 17, 1996: a return to blissful morbidity: happy poem about creativity

• january 16, 1996: unexpected solace: kristin diamond, and happy for a change

• january 15, 1996: another day, another obsession

• january 14, 1996: it's not my fault: geek house hopes

READ ME READ ME